I have worked SO hard the last 9 years not to be defeated by Lupus, but this current flare has taken EVERYTHING out of me. I am trying so hard to be positive but it's taking more energy out of me than I care to spend. How do you stay positive in such turmoil.
I haven't been able to eat anything substanial in 5 days, that is really what is wearing me down. I wish I could loose weight when these flares attack my digestive system, but no. If the flare had some bennifits I'd say "bring it on" but it doesn't :-). Anyways, just wanted to keep you updated.
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